The idea of a “Methodists Ablaze” conference was mooted by
Rev. Ralph Afghan and some other ministers, who attended an “Anglicans Ablaze”
function.
The conference consisted of invitational speakers doing
plenary sessions on aspects of Church Aliveness, with breakaway sessions on
specific issues led by leaders of various capacity. It was a Clergy-led
occasion, with a strong emphasis on the enlivening and up-skilling of general
church members. All the sessions were practically orientated, although to my
mind they did not incorporate enough group interaction to tease out the local
implications of the principles presented. Interaction was limited to brief
question/comment times after each session, and there was no conscious attempt
to help people concretely and imaginatively apply their insights to their
diverse contexts. For the most part presentations were academic in flavour,
although one breakaway session was a noticeably “shout-at-the-people” affair.
There were some excellent case studies of potential ways of taking hold of the
mission challenge in local contexts.
The worship was very competent, with an honest attempt at
cultural fusion. Culturally the gathering was largely white and coloured, with a
little Nguni input. Not too bad at all – and much more inclusive than the Xhosa
domination of the Mission Consultation (although that had been a pleasure to
me).
I had been asked to prepare a “TED-talk-like” motivational
presentation, but alas, although I had prepared as carefully as I had for the
Mission Consultation earlier this year, I did not get to speak about my area of
concern – evangelism and a truly public liturgy. It seems that I shall have to
put in quite a lot of hard unrequited preparation before I get many
opportunities to speak for the cause closest my heart!
I did contribute extensively to the conference, nonetheless.
I was asked to paint my impressions of the proceedings, in a “live-paint” way,
that grew up as the conference progressed. I was also asked to give a segment
of my synod talk – illustrated with hammer and anvil; and on the strength of
that I was asked to improvise another “hammer-and-anvil” segment on the next
day.
I was very happy to contribute to the conference in these ways, but felt
that I was the victim of my own public persona! The question arises: if I had been more dull at Synod, might
I have been given a fuller opportunity to present my own appeal? My
contributions did not amount to an effective platform for me to position my
seminars and appeal for people to invite me to run my seminar on evangelism in
local contexts. Up until now I have only been able to run one seminar – the one
at CMC. I appreciate that it is going to be a battle to ever run any of the
seminars anywhere. The question is how much I must rest on God being able to do
things without me, and how much I must put my head down and fight for a
hearing!
Is it appropriate to pester people who have promised
interest but not followed up with me yet? Or should I just let the tide of
indifference to evangelism run its usual course? Or is that just ungodly
impatience? Or perhaps a divine stirring of the Spirit to speak the word God
has given me? I am struggling to know. I do know that I felt I had something to
contribute to most of the speakers…but I was rather pre-occupied with the
rather demanding task of representational painting to give the limited
question/debate time my best attention.
Bottom line is that I now have a couple of well-honed
promotional presentations waiting for use somewhere; and I am still waiting for
opportunities to break into the Methodist Churches and burgle a bit of
attention for the alternatively faithed people with whom they do not usually
connect 😊
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